User blog:A Wacky and Edgy Duck/Apology and Explaining to Do

I want to apologize for what I've done in Idea Wiki. I didn't know what I was thinking. I would blame myself for attempting to do that episode pitching thing and why I shouldn't have done it. I wanted to do the same thing Dillon does yet it failed. Badly. I didn't have any ideas to come up with and I never read any ideas. I should've said "Please tell me its synopsis" or never do it at all. But no, I acted up and got myself banned from Idea Wiki and has my friendship ended with Dillon. I would cry and realize what I did was not okay and that I should learn the consequences of my actions. And it's all because of my stupidity. Outside of the internet, I had all of these issues I had to deal with. I know it's not an excuse for hide my actions. It's just something to explain. I would always get mad or sad at the smallest things, yet I would get yelled at, making me cry, only for my mom to tell me to stop it or else. I took it out on every little thing and had thought of horrible scenarios and now. Look what it brought me into. A shameful person, a broken person with issues and insecurities I can't tell or else, and a depressed and angered person that was put into blame. All I wanted to say is I'm sorry.

I understand you don't want to forgive me. It's fine.

- Glendy N. Vasquez